Where has the time gone?
I used to want to be grown up, now I know what I wished for was too much to ask for. I just turned twenty-eight years old, have two kids and one on the way. Im not saying that i dont like my life, i am simply stating that the time has gone by too fast. Ten years ago I graduated high school, and had high expectations of myself. Now the only future i have is within my children. I should be excited to be pregnant, and i think i should have the overjoying feeling that i am going to have another son, but i am so stressed that all i feel is numb. Nothing in my life besides my kids feels right to me. I wish i could have that feeling of no worries on my mind. Not even the meditations are working for me anymore. What should i do? Hopefully God answers my prayer soon, I am lost.